May 29, 2017

36, 37, 38.

Yesterday was pretty great really. It was warm and not too hot so N and his mum's hedge trimmer have seriously reduced the monster hedge and given me space for hours more sunshine in the evening if there is any to be had. We got supplies but we are still really struggling with nightmares and feeling triggered. The time of year without sunshine to drag us out the house and into the garden we are a fucking mess. There is a lot about what me and pabs went through, that fucking terror when we knew how many were out to get one or both of us and knowing how impossible it was for us to reach help, when they got us both and when they had either of us. Being left that. Knowing if we didn't or couldn't get him out again no one else would or couId. Knowing that it would kill us to not get him out and if the rescue didn't kill us the hell that happened here afterwards just might.

 Don't know how many of us sisters they had in a never bad way and as is often the case if the cunts had be able to cooperate with each other just a little bit more then we would not be here. To use fucked up and mix up fairy tale anaoligies the Capitalists could never bring back the real heart to the bitter crumbling Queen because the real heart was in a golden geese that they planned to keep and keep laying for themselves. The evil sorcerers and scholars did the same but for creepier reasons and with methods the evil Kings who need and are desperate for us to be dead so we can't expose their crimes listened to their advisers who said it should not happen until we were older because of you guessed it .. greed but now we are to big and to hardened for them to easily smush. Especially as we fight to know ourself and feel no shame while they fight to never know themselves and never be known so we are always only stronger ground. Even when there is no ground at all.

Thankfully their jealousness, paranoia, resentment, projection and prejudice against each other stops the rings from communicating much truth to each other. Part of the design, so things stay more or less the same forever. How can you effectively resist when the smallest sign of possible gesture towards resistance reacts total quashing?

Well.. DID is how.. I guess..

And knowing how they turned our own systems against us and then being able to adapt the same techniques to them and apply it across the globe. Watching the smugness drain from the faces as they start to gloat about people not believing in human rights and things being to corrupt to do anything if they did care and us laughing at them for thinking we thought we could fix the world or some shit when what had happened was that they had spread us across the world and I had to extrapolate myselfs from whatever web we were in and doing what we could sure of everyone else but sacrificing our life, or any life to protect the disgusting levels of injustice and falsity? Hardly. What sort of a "higher power" would send a kid/s into that? Into this? Thats abusive hierarchy there neither profound or sacred or natural about it. That would just be rape, a very very low power.

Eventually it would turn into something along the lines of being here for the same reason every other cunt was to be paid. You could see their fucked up identical minds searching for an appropriate response but not finding any on file. Some were able to improvise and just saying something disgusting.

The triggers are also bad this now because of the external sharing that is going on. Hopefully and probably. The trumpeters are a bit busy and no doubt have zero fear of us because it doesn't take much data or insights to know that a lot that is against them if against us more. Not just but definitely mainly because of them being convinced of things about us since babyhood that any truth to has only come about after decades of them believing it. None of this system ever daydreamed about CNN doing pieces on the 37 of us and the inter gallatic fucking slave trade, other beings and really really ancient European Satanism that just never stopped..

A few of us have dreamed about doing pieces on doing stuff we are good at and enjoy and being mysterious about our difficult pasts. Of course there was grooming to make us and others think it might be a possibility and sometimes we would even play along because it was fun but we knew and know the chances of mass scale total destruction of urban areas were always much higher than one of being good at something and sharing stuff on Western MSM by consent and we always knew the people that "didn't like what was going on" but wanted to respect existing authorities over anything that wasn't would never understand what they were surrounded by. Very wilfully sometimes. The fa├žade of a middle ground that it is radically to the right has gotten particularly flimsy..

 But none of it makes still be held here like this any better today. N of course tends to make us feel worse but been unable to understand anything about us and not being to notice or tell that there us been more than one physical person here. Ever time any of tried to tell he would just deny everything and repeat the fiction with out any glimmer of a sign that he was able to remember anything at all. Presented with more than one of us in room or any of the kids we have very vivid memories of him literally covering his eyes and just saying "No" loudly. A triggered part in a system incapable or unwilling to attempt or work towards self awareness. It was so horrible for us and the kids we had to give up.

He has been used as to provide evidence for the psyches or whoever else to deny any trafficking and support the Delusional Disorder. But he cut our hedge and we got him to take junior to the park and that is really helpful when we can't do it and no one else will.

It's release. Feeling like this. But essential release because of we don't get it out the way we are dead meat and it's almost June again. We are not releasing this stuff to ourself because it is safe to and we are supported with it when are briefing ourselves internally for the sake of survival. That does not help make us less angry and physically ill with fear and know it is only emotional residue from the past few years its also a predictable response to ongoing events.

I don't when there was last a June that we didn't come out of with more parts and in very different arrangement to when May ended. Maybe there never has been one and we ending into another with nothing going on but absolute worse case scenarios. Again not because nothing can be done but because this is how things are and people are too stupid and too cold to imagine anything else.

"I thought is was 36"

"It is. Excluding me and the both sets of genitalia sister..brother"

Everyone went pale and upset as we all remembered ze.

"When are we getting ze out?" Someone said.

"Actually thats why I needed to gather you all here today. We are getting ze out today." There was a mixture of smiles, relief and others getting serious and finding their war faces.

"..Then it will just be you?" She looked a bit like she kinda wished she hadn't stated it so clearly and so loudly and so simply but we couldn't help start feeling really emotional.

"Yep. Just me. You lot will have to sort it out we won't be able to." They all looked so fucking proud and glad and grown up. I'm sure they will figure out something. We just gotta keep surviving and remembering and caring as much as we can till then.

We were to be left in a place, with very limited choices and in a state where we would have no choice but to do something that they could say was completely evil and unprovoked of course but we know in terms of our choices and states they knew very little and we were pretty determined to do nothing because we feel we have done enough.

May 26, 2017

Sorry Sir I've no idea what with my DID and all.. something momentous I think..

Perfect amount of edging we are well chuffed with the work we have done. It reached around the buddleia and down to the existing plank . We noticed a second viola has opened. It's a dark pink colour in the yellow trough balcony pot and the smaller purple balcony pot arrived to,  we put it up on the fence and notice how it brings up the beads in the flower brakets. Those pots and troughs are excellent. We also sarting getting rid of what was left over from before. So there will be no faded terracota plastic about. We will hopefully empty and either bin or chuck in the shed the rest tomorrow. We haven't painted the table yet or changed the liner that needs changing.

Drank a ...

We were about about to describe how much we drank yesterday but we stopped writing cause we felt ill. We ate and drank lots of water and juice to but booze wise over the day and evening we had one can of Guiness, one bottle of Matteus and almost all of a bottle of red. With predictable results of vomit on carpet. He was asleep by that point. He was already asleep when we pulled ourself in from admiring our work outside it was such a warm evening. It was lovely just watching wispy clouds as it got darker.

Fucking decimated the weed we had left of course. We were not happy bunnies when we saw how much was left this morning. Stupid nightmares, lost in university town we are always fucking lost in but this time we had Pabs and lost him to and could barely speak to ask for help. They are always horrible in that place in those dreams anyway that what they are about even in the dreams when we hang out with people or know a little of the way around they are never very nice and its not long before we are lost and really alone again. Don't know if we have written much about how they program your dreams to. Through parts and machines sometimes to, so you don't tell yourself who you are when your asleep and so you are stuck in the PTSD and don't access or remember any good feelings. Very much a no will ever believe you type thing to, its hard enough trying to figure our what was physically real or what they made parts imagine but we had access to too much and people shared stuff with us sometimes when they saw how much we were fighting. Some of the machines were physically real and were not just empty boxes, they did what they said they did. Once you have been through it and they tell parts to tell amnesiac parts its has happened again or they will those poor parts usually do.

There was always a lot more empty boxes doing the rounds than real ones of course. One a select few had access or training in them and its not like they were giving them detailed scientific explanations on how they worked. The power in Satanic tech is in as few people knowing how they work as possible. We of course were getting all we could from anything and anyone about how the shit worked but didn't want the rings knowing that so had to stop us from knowing it to sometimes.. For us the worst times opening those boxes was when we didn't find a bunch of wires and chips and stuff that might as well to our eyes have "made in Britain" or China or Russia or America or whatever but stuff that was ancient. We usually just lost it then and smashed it all up. It had nothing to teach us and we hadn't be left to learn that lesson alone. It's a very extreme version of the giving a fair hearing to the far right thing. You can't do that. It's designed for you to do that as a trap so that if you have an open mind about it it will take all your decisions after that away from you.

There was literal messages asking for help in them sometimes. Other times if it was new tech from somewhere we hadn't seen involved before we knew it meant they were being hit and forced to produce them and could maybe go and help them out.

The more ancient it was the more mental we got around it. We would puke just to think about it nevermind be in the same room as it and be prevented from destroying it. It was very plain to see from anyone we knew anything that some of the really ancient horrific shit had never been replicated or understood. It was extremely powerful but there was very few of it, so no one knew if they weren't too conditioned to never question and to worship it that they would be able to put them back together. Many had been lost that way, many were lost to through us and others like us saying we were giving in and do what they wanted and would tell them how to make more but we needed some time and space with it and then broke them because we are human beings and there will be no life for human beings on this planet while those things exist.

You can kinda guess the cultures that protected it the best. Europe? Russia.. anything in the US obviously wasn't made by First Nations. They had some broken parts for us though, we had lots of tears and hugs for them.Couldn't say the Arabs or Africans had nothing but we were often respectfully led to it and were utterly unshaken at what we were shown, what they had left..  By the time we got there the actual shit the actual Knights Templar had wasn't all that impressive, whatever they had had been long ago pillaged. We remember thinking though did we really expect to find the whatever was used to turn the Knights in France.. Hardly. We knew it was going to end up being tech and institutions and traditions in Britain and Russia that would be worst and the hardest to get to.

There was so many smaller versions of various ages in peoples homes, community buildings, fucking schools and hospitals we didn't think we could ever get them all and how would we ever know any way. But something elsewhere seems to believe its done. The worst of the worst though.. The fucking size of the Scandanvian shit and it couldn't just be blown up it was really modern shit that had to be painstakingly dismantled and destroyed carefully.. We were quite grumpy to people at times during all that but once it was done they were lovely to us, really lovely.

Internal sources are saying we were delivered the Russian worst of the worst last summer on the condition that we not only agreed but provided all the necessary cover for Pablo's father to see him. How relieved were we when that there was to much going for us to be able to take part in that. We warned him about Dude's mind then kinda stopped because he knew a bit a about states we are in and a bit about his own and thats was enough cause he looked sickened, nodded and turned.

We turned doing our best to shake it off so we could focus on that Russian thing. There was no need to be taking this thing apart it just needed to be render to dust and ashes and for any teeny tiny nasties to be contained/sooked up. After we called that in some Scottish I think asked what the fuck it was and we said it was the reason we were all slaves he said, "Aye? ..And what are going to do with it?" That pissed us off. It was all kinds of ridiculous extremes arranging all this and it meant no one who was close or good with us was around. Not sure if we had time to answer the cunt before bunch of started US pals were dropped in and we were all ecstatic and babbling. They had almost got a tiny jist of what was going on before the destroyer arrived and we helped load the fucking thing. It's safe to touch but we still find it horrible touching anything that has terrorised and destroyed for very long times. I could see one of them was starting to get it. He has always gotten things really fast. We babble to him in some kind of Hebrew and he can just babble back.
"The Russian and Zionists have been using the same thing. Satanic time share."

Folk coming back on site had no fucking idea what was going on, some where freaking out because of who had just been seen with Pablo. Everyone freaked out when they saw and heard what had just gone down. It's not the kind of thing any expects there brain to be able to process in the short term. All you can do is just be ecstatic so when the call came from England that theirs was gone to, everything according to plan or better and the call was ended we were on the ground unable to breathe. It took a moment to tell the freaked out people I was ok, "England's to." We had located and mapped the place out when we were little but was never able and for a long time never had the support to even consider it. We couldn't do it. We wouldn't be able to get anywhere near it.

Mensch was unmasked and held at a security point with a crowd of jeerers keeping an eye on her so we choose and forced her to be the one to tell Putin that the English tech was gone once we figured out how to call him.. The call inquiring about the return of there machine was funny to we said we would be honoured to share some very harmless dust with them. There was a half suppressed laugh then a dead line.

Yeah so you really can't be trusting them when they say they are the lesser of the evils any more. They are the greater of the evil. All that other shit is gone.

Why did we give a rapist access to a child? Because we see the abuse and drugs and the machines they use on him before they hold me down and set him on me and when we showed him and showed we had to help him with that shit before he killed us he agreed. Not that we were really giving him any options of course. We knew he was going to end up being to only one who could save Pabs. Simply put, the only thing that could protect the boy from all the murderous rings after him was the murderous rings surrounding Putin but we knew that wasn't going to happen by itself. Anyway the fact the dude is alive means when it came to it the macho prick put his life before the ALFs and they are both alive to be in no state to remember much never mind talk about it.

Damn. No weed and no money for more. :( Another beautiful day though..


May 24, 2017

Sirs you have not be put here for the reasons they told you it's the opposite

Well proud or our work today. We managed to get three rolls of the wicker edging down. We decided we would intentionally make the line down the path wiggly but its maybe a bit more unevenly wavy than we want. Don't know though, might just leave it. Put the yellow and black pansy and the purple stock in the path border as well as some poor night scented seedlings that have gone through a lot all ready what with being far to many of them, then dropping the tray they were in then putting them in a planter we couldn't properly fill.. There is considerably less now. Hope some of them make it. Bloody cats. We also literally chucked a packet of Nigella around as well (thats fancy corn flowers) the packet said to seed in place!

If there is enough money in the bank there will be baby Livingston Daisy coming soon. They are ordered..We remember the flea stuff for the cats to! Hope it comes of first.

There should be just enough edging left for the bottom buddleia. They are both looking really good and growing really well. One of them wilts every now and again but when we water it it comes back straight away. They have different greens foliage and not just down to different conditions either cause they are both looking so well. Cool though. They other one thats up near the top is slowly doing better it was the worst when it came out the box, the pot was just nothing but roots so we try and remember and give it lots of little drinks. It is growing. We didn't help it by burning it with food but it seems to be recovering from that to..

The first purple flower on the viola is great and the rest shouldn't be to far behind. We are at that really really chuffed stage with it. It's still May so the novelty of colour and smells is a long way from wearing off. We have made so much difference out there. Dude said it was like a garden from a mansion. That was cool.

Got some browning in today to. Thank fuck for good weather days so we have something else to do and a different lovely space to be in. Physical work to do that makes a pleasing difference to take out mind of May and her government who are protecting networks of child abusers and killers that are and have been offending for decades but now she is putting troops on streets to protect kids? It is the cynicalist and nastiest of bs and is triggering all sorts with us in terms of Manchester abuse rings (mostly white) and finally be able to explain British terrorism and its connections to R.A to the Europeans before leaving Dundee but in utterly extreme circumstances.  They were and are not amused. Explaining the history of British R.A in Russia to Russians that are seriously not supposed to know. Similarly, not amused people.

And of course the bairns.

Being outside the Dolly Parton concert and realising whether we could be arsed with any of this or not we looked at those armed bairns, felt the terror in the folks and knew we had to do something. When Europeans were begging us for safe British military or any other kind of safe British contacts they were all we could come up with. They were around last year. We were quite pleasantry surprised, one of our sisters who had much less immediate personal issues horrendous experiences with British authorities and had done a really good job with them. Seriously. They were amazing and it creeped us out a bit.. We trust her though and also don't trust ourself with assessing Brits when we know we are going nowhere short term.

Anyway. Goods things. Growing colour, making pretty, digging earth, drinking Guinness and smoking weed in the sun. Have a good feeling about tomorrows weather..






May 21, 2017

Speaking sweetly to a victim is not resisting slavery

Well half q is not going to last long and as the weather has been crappy and all we can expose ourself to is twitter and CNN telling us we don't and never have existed our mood is predictable low. It's lovely yesterday being a bit intoxicated which loosens some of the brain shackles, no nothing left today though already been through bin bag and ash trays for roaches.. As everyday means more issues pass from "It will be very bad if this happens partly because it will be easily avoidable" into something that has happened and can't be avoided any more and still having to being present in form for the ALF (adorable little fucker) without some chemical back up is fucking horrible.

The grooming and fake intel ops had the majority convinced that when we said "very bad" we were only ever talking about ourself and the kids trying to get through those levels of unchallenged entitlement and exceptionalism was impossible. Those who were working for the Russian Fascists and the worst of RA told them it was us and not them so the people we went to for help and spread awareness of with Russian democratic meddling and worst of the international RA started treating us in ways and using triggers as they were advised to by their rapist, child trafficking, treasonous colleges. They were not even interested and looking at anything we had to offer on anything and left us all to the rings.

Every now again something would come up and we would get a call or a visit like we were some respected and paid member of the IC but usually there was just abuse, it never ends. But all they have now is me and Pabs, the scariest off their tech, my twenty something sisters and our legions of spawn, our mum and our dad are out of their reach. Sky is out of there reach, to some of us he became our only priority and it was the thought of him losing us that kept us alive. Knowing abusers can't trigger or threaten us over him is really something. So many just couldn't understand why he was so important to us "just a bairn quine you will have plenty more" while American's were sure there must of been some strategic reason like he was seed or a weapon we wanted secured.

We told a couple of them last summer, "He's not a fucking seed. His DNA is reason you keep trying to kill him not the reason we want him safe." Think they asked why and we were not up for trying to explain the bond that happens between a amnesiac locked up very violently abused child and the child she was forced to conceive and carry and who is being abused by the same people so we just said that he's our son and we love him and he loves us. They looked confused. She said she wasn't interested in his DNA but that he's her son and she loves him??

Reality always confuses them because they were convinced they would never see or have to deal with any of it. Reality is supposed be long gone from the scene by the time they show up. Like we said to them, "What does it matter you what's going on here, you were given a script about what to say about all this before you even got here anyway?"

The long established protocal with U.S intel and myself if that they ignore everything I say and everything they see and just repeat whatever the Fascist Brits or other Fascist yanks tell them.

There is a feeling of safety in the state of play. We are not worried about agents, traffickers and their associate triggering us and grooming us into believe they can or would help us. There was no other relevant or interested parties that we could given more information or more possible avenues of action. There is no immediate danger in some contacting us and there hasn't been for months but everyone pretends their life is on rails when every second of everyday is a crossroads.

Our life of course is chained to some very serious rails and it looks like it will continue to be until we have lost enough amnesia so we can access whatever we need to access to get me ALF out of here permanently and you can all get on with pretending you didn't have a choice.




May 20, 2017

Imagine choosing Trump over us and everyone else ever

Okay mild and cozy intoxication it is then. New bag of canna compost is here but it's bloody raining anyway.  Lad's got a full tummy. Can we, should we state where we at with Pablo's paternal match? We can say that not long after Sky was born and in the exact same hell but worse because they were torturing and starving me and my baby we conceived again but someone managed to help with an earlyish medical abortion where we where. They took everything to leave as little evidence of possible of it in the locals drains and to secure the facts and ID. Some top level early ninities Satanic scene children by rape to world leaders that they keep to use against us and the said "world leaders" and people in positions to make a difference to the slavery. We believe here and now she was a Trumps. We never talked about the how and the who over the termination then or since to those we were part of making all that happen and and now but we can't not say that it was indeed Vatican related. Actually, when that poor part of that poor child said that it was when it hit home to so many that telling the truth as away of keeping cunts away from truth worked really well a lot.

Pablo? We can't say. More pink wine. We can say that there has been at various times and in various places that its Putin and as we know we have discussed other possibilities for it seems fair enough to mention that name has been mentioned. As we remember here and now often by audibly shaken forensic Intel people. In Newburgh we remember we managed to get up a little and pretended to by a abuse ring member so we could film some fiction in Margo's front room. Once we got we needed and started talking to the folk who had been sent over a little bit. We remember moments with the guy dressed up as Putin, he was a good guy it was fucking awful having him dressed and masked up like that and he could see it.

Years and years and many many traumas later we got the call, as far as we know from Vlad in his office to the landline in Fintry where he discusses junior and agrees to stop trying to have us killed. There was a lot more to the call of course but we got what we needed out of it.

A bit later we were still on the couch dazed and exhausted the phone rang and we answered. We freaked before we realised how much time had past when we checked the clock and saw it was a safer time.

"Ah yeah Sir.. You heard that."

He didn't have much to say and we had even less any way but he wanted to let us know we were not completely alone with all this and that meant a lot. 

May 19, 2017

Cheers

Didnt do much today. Got the lad off but felt too upset about being on our own and the state of it all down here and giving our self zero chance of getting over this cough by the amount we are smoking as we burned through the rest of it. It wasn't sunny but it was dry and wasn't cold so we found ourself out the back rearranging pots, sweeping and attempting to limit pussy cat damage. Got a grocery delivery which came with Friday night bolog vino and a bottle of Mattis for when its warm next. Also got a half q delivered just as we were plating up which is good timing and picked up our bi monthly diazepam which might not last the weekend, not because we feel particularly down or anxious but because we want to experience as much not being down as we can in a day to day, minute by minute type way.

We do love May in these parts a bit don't we? The stuff coming into bloom, the seedlings that are no where near it, the rampage greenage everywhere, the cherry blossoms littering everything, the sweet organic stenches. Our own sweet organic white flower stenchy stuff is doing mentak as it did last year. We actually ripped some of it up to make safe for violas and have attempted to move of it to the path border that we have made a good start on. Amazon say they bordering and more compost has been dispatched.. A couple of seed packets on the way to, some love in the mist cause they are relatively easy so cool and some trailing stuff we can't remember the name of. Another bright plastic balcony pot thing instead of the trough we already have has been ordered to, they come in bright colours, and with easy hanging fixtures they are cheap with watery trays inbuilt. As much we eye ball stylish stone and ceramic beauties they weigh a tonne and are a shit load more expensive. Fuck it this shit needs to be shared




More soon or hopefully not, would love to be able to post pictures without having to tweet them first but the tech phobia is awful.. and he is going to be ten soon..

We can always show how its all developing if we are going to kept here for months longer. The violas are looking fine and will be amazing when they start flowering to. Starting a new garden, somewhere else with some/s else to help and enjoy it would be better of course. Gives us a lot of simple happy pleasures but we have to keep in the present and out of wider contexts as much as we can. This is our worst case scenario and we are making the most of it but it doesn't mean anything more than that and when we remind ourselves of that go back to being able to appreciate it in the here and now without being paranoid that we are investigating in the continuation in the denial of our own human rights.

Did we say the edging is on it's way? And lobellia seeds, a violent colour. We were thinking we probably don't have that specific colour so we can always take some with us.

Well we are quite intoxicated and need to go eat more food.

..

"It will never be public that you have over twenty identical sisters. Never."

"Telling the public how many sisters I have has never been a priority Sir we just don't want to be raped and enslaved any more"




May 18, 2017

Yesterday was the 17th of May

A bday and as we weren't born on Earth, our only "birthday" down here. We woke up twice in time to think fuck it lets not about school, noticed Chelsea had been released but as we remember it it wasn't until after we had done a good bit of kitchen cleaning, a fair bit of gardening and were suppin some pink wine that it really dawned on us. We over indulged particularly on the Chinese food to point to puking but we did a fair bit and had a bath salts soak to so it was already pretty good.

We filled the compost wheelie bin with leaves and crap from the bottom bit which is kind of bugging cause its almost a fortnight before its lifted. Cut back one of the wild bushes that has rooted itself under the steps and made a new border bit at the top! That meant weeding deplasticing, de rocking after that we couldn't not but put whatever seedlings we found that we either knew at least suspected of not being weeds when they are far to small and will be trampled, dug up and poisoned by cats. We moved one of the buddleias up there to. The sickliest ridiculously root bound one, it is improving but will get better light and care up there and they were too close where they were anyway. Think it means to two left are pink and red though but they are looking to happy to move.

We did a little bit of chuckie racking to, so yeah quite stiff today only planning on sweeping and tidying today its sunny and cloudy this now so if that holds that would be perfect.

When we were in the Chinese last night Channel Four news came on all focused on the last US crisis and the word "impeachment" was used multi times from multi people. Not that we think that means they will of course and either way we know the damage being done to people and institutions minute by minute day by day is often irrevocable and unforgivable and of course avoidable. Still though its better than not hearing the word lots, much better. Love that meme.. "Stop calling me orange! #Impeach ..

Can't fucking watch much this now. Can't look them in the eye, don't want to do it to them or to us.  Skene bedroom 90s stuff, the battered kid outside the house telling as they got in there cars that Comey is not to believed and the baby in our arms is his. They were fucking horrible. The programming for his public testimony they forced us into giving him personally but only after assurances he wouldnt be allowed to lay a figure on us he fucking tried though. Put his hand on our shoulder trying to instruct us in something and an older kid burst him and we had to inform Comey that this had only happened because we had been allowed by his employer to have personal assurance present that he would not be allowed any physical contact at all. He looked surprised that we had be able to make that a thing from this end. We were shaking and are now to. Another condition was that baby Sky wound go somewhere safe. We knew they had no intention of him or me ever being safe but they could get him out of where we were. The fight for him never stopped. We didn't get him safe until last June.

The coup happened a long time ago they are consolidating now.

We said of course when they got what they wanted and were sending in less horrific monsters that if this happened there would definitely be no more "us" as in communications between ourself and the states.

And on another not completely separate issue, the thing with Earth has never been its human biological diversity. Never and certainty not now. What anything that can value anything appreciates here is the all other kinds of biological diversity. However, as we have been part of long term efforts to increase the diversity and the potential for it elsewhere while Earth peoples continues to resist our efforts to stop if from destroying its  diversity it should be known that in terms of seeds & anything that we needed we got the last of it last June. That is not to say we wouldn't give a fuck if our lovely cute garden was incinerated and/or irritated we would prefer not and are obviously not going to do it ourselves but we would also be unable to stop it because that is not how the system is set up these days.

Your very strongly advised to pay the Witch.